Getting along with people

Reflecting on the past, there is only 2 period of my life where i cant lend into my surrounding. During my short stinct at JC and my NS. Its not tat i dun like them or anything but i find it difficult to express myself in their presence. my frequency and thinkin also seems to differ from them.

i have been thinking hard abt wat and why tis happened, but i cant seems to pinpoint the reason. 1 think 1 thing tat i can think of is the 1st impression. the 1st impression is really very impt. when u came in that 2-4wk define wat ppl think of u. for example when i let myself go and b who i am, my colleague nw will ask me; hey i didnt no u can talk so much...etc etc. but actually in real life tat is me.

When i m in JC or NS, it doesnt matter tat much cos after all it onli 1 period of time ppl come and go, situation change time to time. but if i m goin to work it wld be different. i wld need an environment i am comfortable with and able to communicate and express myself.

i have been quiet and nt expressing myself for e past almost 2 yrs... wat will i b when i take e nx step up?